I hope you guys had a nice (or tolerable?) holiday. This time of year sort of turns me into a sap and I am suddenly an appreciative,sweet,giving person as opposed to a bit of a misanthrope..but this year I feel myself HATING everything. The superficiality of it all..not just SBux Christmas but Christmas and the holidays in general.
My dad is having major heart surgery on Monday and while I'm sure he'll be fine, this is the forth one in four years and I'm scared...really scared...that his body will just give out. I'm totally disconnected from EVERYTHING and legit cannot carry on a conversation with these people because it's all just super vapid to me. I can't take it.
None of this matters, HELLLOOOOO! I just want to shake them...
I'm not sure why I'm posting this or what to do about the whole situation but wait it out I guess..I just really needed to vent my disgust...carry on. lol